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Every now and then

I like to think of you,

Remember of what it felt

Having you.

I find myself crying

Because you are not here,

Because I miss you deeply,

Miss having you near.

There were many nights

That I slept next to you

That we snuggled in bed

Even though I was no longer two.

Not everyone understands,

The connection we had

That we would still give hands

And sometimes dance like we were mad.

I know I can make it

And that I have to let you go

But my heart keeps hurting

Whenever I remember your glow.

I can’t see you anymore

And this deeply saddens me

No matter how much I grieve,

Or how well I heal,

Not having you around just DOESN’T make sense to me.

I try to feel you near

But often I feel immobilized

Unable to connect with you

If only, I could look into your eyes…

Is it even fair,

To continue asking you for a sign?

Or should I just accept,

This is the end of the line??

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