Every now and then
I like to think of you,
Remember of what it felt
Having you.
I find myself crying
Because you are not here,
Because I miss you deeply,
Miss having you near.
There were many nights
That I slept next to you
That we snuggled in bed
Even though I was no longer two.
Not everyone understands,
The connection we had
That we would still give hands
And sometimes dance like we were mad.
I know I can make it
And that I have to let you go
But my heart keeps hurting
Whenever I remember your glow.
I can’t see you anymore
And this deeply saddens me
No matter how much I grieve,
Or how well I heal,
Not having you around just DOESN’T make sense to me.
I try to feel you near
But often I feel immobilized
Unable to connect with you
If only, I could look into your eyes…
Is it even fair,
To continue asking you for a sign?
Or should I just accept,
This is the end of the line??
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